Inspiration

Have you ever had that feeling that you just don't care about anything. I don't know what it is I'm going through but for the last couple of months, I really just didn't care about anything. Well, I kept up the usual routines such as going to work, paying the bills and etc. but I feel like I haven't proven myself. I don't know what it is. Right now, I'd rather go to sleep.

I got me a new camera a couple of months ago and I've been tinkering with it alot. Man, cameras have come a long ways since I was in Farkas' photography class at WRHS. I remember running around campus taking pictures of junior high life. The fun part was messin' with the chemicals in the lab. Anyway, there are a few new pics up in my flickr that you can check out and makes some comments on.

Hey, a couple of weeks ago, I met the new Mr. Olympia, Jay Cutler. Man, that dude is huge and was one person that I admired when I was lifting weights about ten years ago. Dang, what if I hadn't stopped.... geez, college degree, big muscles, college degree, big muscles..... well, at least I weigh about as much as he does but in the other direction. Haha. Well, I got inspired again and have been lifting again. It's way harder this time to get going but it sure feels good to feel the pain and gain. Here's what my routine will be for a while:

Monday: Chest/ triceps/ abs
Tuesday: Back/ biceps/ forearms
Wednesday: OFF
Thursday: Legs/ abs
Friday: Shoulders/
Weekend: OFF

I haven't lost much muscle fortunately because my calorie intake has been high so I hope I can start to lift heavy again soon. My goal is to not be a wasting sack of shit at age 40.